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For the most part, Aomame's life had become filled with confusion. She felt as though she were blindly groping around in the dark. Ordinary logic and reason didn't function in this 1Q84 world, and she couldn't predict what was going to happen to her next. She felt sure, though, that she would survive the next few months and give birth to the baby. This was nothing more than a hunch, though a strong one. Everything was proceeding on the premise that she would give birth to this child. She could just sense it.
She remembered the last words that Leader had spoken. "You are fated to pass through great hardships and trials," he had said. "Once you have done that, you should be able to see things as they are supposed to be."