The Trumpet-Major by Thomas Hardy

The result of the explanation upon Anne was bitter self-reproach. She / was so sorry at having wronged the kindly soldier that next morning she / went by herself to the down, and stood exactly where his tent had covered / the sod on which he had lain so many nights, thinking what sadness he / must have suffered because of her at the time of packing up and going / away. After that she wiped from her eyes the tears of pity which had / come there, descended to the house, and wrote an impulsive letter to him, / in which occurred the following passages, indiscreet enough under the / circumstances: --

'I find all justice, all rectitude, on your side, John; and all / impertinence, all inconsiderateness, on mine. I am so much convinced / of your honour in the whole transaction, that I shall for the future / mistrust myself in everything. And if it be possible, whenever I / differ from you on any point I shall take an hour's time for / consideration before I say that I differ. If I have lost your / friendship, I have only myself to thank for it; but I sincerely hope / that you can forgive.'

After writing this she went to the garden, where Bob was shearing the / spring grass from the paths. 'What is John's direction? ' she said, / holding the sealed letter in her hand.

'Exonbury Barracks,' Bob faltered, his countenance sinking.

She thanked him and went indoors. When he came in, later in the day, he / passed the door of her empty sitting-room and saw the letter on the / mantelpiece. He disliked the sight of it. Hearing voices in the other / room, he entered and found Anne and her mother there, talking to / Cripplestraw, who had just come in with a message from Squire Derriman, / requesting Miss Garland, as she valued the peace of mind of an old and / troubled man, to go at once and see him.

'I cannot go,' she said, not liking the risk that such a visit involved.

An hour later Cripplestraw shambled again into the passage, on the same / errand.

'Maister's very poorly, and he hopes that you'll come, Mis'ess Anne. He / wants to see 'ee very particular about the French.'

Anne would have gone in a moment, but for the fear that some one besides / the farmer might encounter her, and she answered as before.

Another hour passed, and the wheels of a vehicle were heard. Cripplestraw / had come for the third time, with a horse and gig; he was dressed in his / best clothes, and brought with him on this occasion a basket containing / raisins, almonds, oranges, and sweet cakes. Offering them to her as a / gift from the old farmer, he repeated his request for her to accompany / him, the gig and best mare having been sent as an additional inducement.

'I believe the old gentleman is in love with you, Anne,' said her mother.

'Why couldn't he drive down himself to see me? ' Anne inquired of / Cripplestraw.

'He wants you at the house, please.'

'Is Mr. Festus with him?'

'No; he's away to Budmouth.'

'I'll go,' said she.

'And I may come and meet you? ' said Bob.

'There's my letter -- what shall I do about that? ' she said, instead of / answering him. 'Take my letter to the post-office, and you may come,' / she added.

He said yes and went out, Cripplestraw retreating to the door till she / should be ready.

'What letter is it? ' said her mother.