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As Jean had predicted, the summer was a hard one. Martha Norris insisted on taking summer students to board, closing every argument against it with gentle insistence on her own preference.
"If you really want me to be happy, Jean, let me manage the house as long as I can."
That she might some day be physically dependent on others was the one fear that her deepest prayers had not been able to out-root. So Jean yielded.
All summer the house was crowded. The long, hot days were followed by long, monotonous evenings, filled with the complacent mediocrity of the fat Tom, the whinings of the ill-trained Tommykins, the nagging of Elsie.
The boarders ate hurriedly and had no topics of conversation except the schools from which they came and the courses they were taking. For the most part they were women past middle age, all driven by necessity of one kind or another, always striving to get as much for as little as possible. They seemed to Jean to have been cheated of something and to be resentful, some fiercely and some in a timid way that was pitiful. Most of them thoroughly hated their work, which they defended in high-sounding phrases against the attacks of outsiders, and tore to pieces among themselves.
When Jean hoped she would never have to teach, they looked at her venomously and said it was a wonderful work for which few were naturally fitted. They were like wax-works, most of them, rather scarred and worn, wound up and kept going by the fear of a younger generation, a newer output from the educational factories, who might usurp their places.
The only bright spot was the translation with Professor Renshaw. Jean buried herself for hours in the library and even succeeded sometimes in escaping dinner on the ground that it was too far to go home and back again in the evening.
But as the weeks passed and the work neared completion, she found it difficult to keep the hope that every letter from Pat held out:
"Something will happen. It must. You see, Horace will rescue you yet."
"Tell him to hurry," Jean wrote back toward the end of August. "I feel the walls of an ungraded country school closing about me."
With her mother, Jean never discussed the subject, for she knew that every night, to the long list of blessings Martha enumerated and the few favors she asked of Heaven, was added a petition that "a way would be opened up to Jean. " It made Jean furious to be prayed over and sometimes she felt that having to teach would be almost compensated by proving the inefficacy of prayer.
But when the release came, Jean forgot her anger, swooped down upon Martha in the kitchen, took the paring knife from her hands, and waltzed her mother about the room.
"Now, mummy, you've simply _got_ to stop. I _cannot_ divulge the greatest news of the age while you pick worms out of an apple."
"There aren't any worms in these. I made Joe take those others back and change them. It was robbery. Well, dear, what is it?"
"Mummy, you've got to promise to be excited. I'm just about ready to go up in smoke."
"I wouldn't do that if I were you. I'd tell the person I wanted to excite what it was about. Did Dr. Renshaw double the check?"
"Better. Heaps."
"He's got more translation. I knew -- -- "
"Oceans better than that."
"Well, I'm sure -- -- " The clock struck five. Martha removed Jean's arms gently but firmly from her shoulders and turned back to the table.