I thought I was dying, I felt the cold up close

I thought I was dying, I felt the cold up close

The poem explores the speaker's near-death experience and their feelings of coldness and detachment from life. The speaker describes feeling the presence of death closely, suggesting a sense of mortality and finality. The tone is melancholic and introspective, conveying a sense of resignation and acceptance.

By Pablo Neruda · First published 1954 · Genre: Poetry, Romanticism, Existentialism · 126 words

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I thought I was dying, I felt the cold up close and knew that from all my life I left only you behind: my earthly day and night were your mouth, your skin the republic my kisses founded.

In that instant the books stopped, and friendship, treasures restlessly amassed, the transparent house that you and I built: everything dropped away, except your eyes.

Because while life harasses us, love is only a wave taller than the other waves: but oh, when death comes knocking at the gate, there is only your glance against so much emptiness, only your light against extinction, only your love to shut out the shadows.

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Poetry · Latin American Literature · Autobiographical · Mortality · Illness · Fear · Vulnerability · Introspection · Personal Narrative · Emotional Turmoil · Existential Crisis · Self-Discovery

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